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Questioner:
As I listen to you I find that it is useless to ask you questions. Whatever the
question, you invariably turn it upon itself and bring me to the basic fact
that I am living in an illusion of my own making and that reality is
inexpressible in words. Words merely add to the confusion and the only wise
course is the silent search within.
Maharaj:
After all, it is the mind that creates illusion and it is the mind that gets
free of it. Words may aggravate illusion, words may also help dispel it. There is
nothing wrong in repeating the same truth again and again until it becomes
reality. Mother's work is not over with the birth of the child. She feeds it
day after day, year after year until it needs her no longer. People need
hearing words, until facts speak to them louder than words.
Q: So we are children to be fed on words?
M: As long as you give importance to words, you
are children.
Q: All right, then be our mother.
M: Where was the child before it was born? Was
it not with the mother? Because it was already with the mother it could be
born.
Q: Surely, the mother did not carry the child
when she was a child herself.
M: Potentially, she was the mother. Go beyond
the illusion of time.
Q: Your answer is always the same. A kind of
clockwork which strikes the same hours again and again.
M: It can not be helped. Just like the one sun
is reflected in a billion dew drops, so is the timeless endlessly repeated.
When l repeat: 'I am, I am', I merely assert and re-assert an ever-present
fact. You get tired of my words because you do not see the living truth behind
them. Contact it and you will find the full meaning of words and of silence --
both.
Q: You say that the little girl is already the
mother of her future child. Potentially -- yes. Actually -- no.
M: The potential becomes actual by thinking. The
body and its affairs exist in the mind.
Q: And the mind is consciousness in motion and
consciousness is the conditioned (saguna) aspect of the Self. The
unconditioned (nirguna) is another aspect and beyond lies the abyss of
the absolute (paramartha).
M: Quite right -- you have put it beautifully.
Q: But these are mere words to me. Hearing and
repeating them is not enough, they must be experienced.
M: Nothing stops you but preoccupation with the
outer which prevents you from focussing the inner. It cannot be helped, you
cannot skip your sadhana. You have to turn away from the world and go
within, until the inner and the outer merge and you can go beyond the
conditioned, whether inner or outer.
Q: Surely, the unconditioned is merely an idea
in the conditioned mind. By itself it has no existence.
M: By itself nothing has existence. Everything
needs its own absence. To be, is to be distinguishable, to be here and not
there, to be now and not then, to be thus and not otherwise. Like water is
shaped by the container, so is everything determined by conditions (gunas).
As water remains water regardless of the vessels, as light remains itself
regardless of the colours it brings out, so does the real remain real,
regardless of conditions in which it is reflected. Why keep the reflection only
in the focus of consciousness? Why not the real itself?
Q: Consciousness itself is a reflection. How
can it hold the real?
M: To know that consciousness and its content
are but reflections, changeful and transient, is the focussing of the real. The
refusal to see the snake in the rope is the necessary condition for seeing the
rope.
Q: Only necessary, or also sufficient?
M: One must also know that a rope exists and
looks like a snake. Similarly, one must know that the real exists and is of the
nature of witness-consciousness. Of course it is beyond the witness, but to
enter it one must first realize the state of pure witnessing. The awareness of
conditions brings one to the unconditioned.
Q: Can the unconditioned be experienced?
M: To know the conditioned as conditioned is all
that can be said about the unconditioned. Positive terms are mere hints and
misleading.
Q: Can we talk of witnessing the real?
M: How can we? We can talk only of the unreal,
the illusory, the transient, the conditioned. To go beyond, we must pass
through total negation of everything as having independent existence. All
things depend.
Q: On what do they depend?
M: On consciousness. And consciousness depends
on the witness.
Q: And the witness depends on the real?
M: The witness is the reflection of the real in
all its purity. It depends on the condition of the mind. Where clarity and
detachment predominate, the witness-consciousness comes into being. It is just
like saying that where the water is clear and quiet, the image of the moon
appears. Or like daylight that appears as sparkle in the diamond.
Q: Can there be consciousness without the
witness?
M: Without the witness it becomes
unconsciousness, just living. The witness is latent in every state of
consciousness, just like light in every colour. There can be no knowledge
without the knower and no knower without his witness. Not only you know, but
you know that you know.
Q: If the unconditioned cannot be experienced,
for all experience is conditioned, then why talk of it at all?
M: How can there be knowledge of the conditioned
without the unconditioned? There must be a source from which all this flows, a
foundation on which all stands. Self-realization is primarily the knowledge of
one's conditioning and the awareness that the infinite variety of conditions
depends on our infinite ability to be conditioned and to give rise to variety.
To the conditioned mind the unconditioned appears as the totality as well as
the absence of everything. Neither can be directly experienced, but this does
not make it not-existent.
Q: Is it not a feeling?
M: A feeling too is a state of mind. Just like a
healthy body does not call for attention, so is the unconditioned free from
experience. Take the experience of death. The ordinary man is afraid to die,
because he is afraid of change. The jnani is not afraid because his mind
is dead already. He does not think: 'I live'. He knows: 'There is life'. There
is no change in it and no death. Death appears to be a change in time and
space. Where there is neither time nor space, how can there be death? The jnani
is already dead to name and shape. How can their loss affect him? The man in
the train travels from place to place, but the man off the train goes nowhere, for
he is not bound for a destination. He has nowhere to go, nothing to do, nothing
to become. Those who make plans will be born to carry them out. Those who make
no plans need not be born.
Q: What is the purpose of pain and pleasure?
M: Do they exist by themselves, or only in the
mind?
Q: Still, they exist. Never mind the mind.
M: Pain and pleasure are merely symptoms, the
results of wrong knowledge and wrong feeling. A result cannot have a purpose of
its own.
Q: In God's economy everything must have a purpose.
M: Do you know God that you talk of him so
freely? What is God to you? A sound, a word on paper, an idea in the mind?
Q: By his power I am born and kept alive.
M: And suffer, and die. Are you glad?
Q: It may be my own fault that I suffer and
die. I was created unto life eternal.
M: Why eternal in the future and not in the
past. What has a beginning must have an end. Only the beginningless is endless.
Q: God may be a mere concept, a working theory.
A very useful concept all the same!
M: For this it must be free of inner
contradictions, which is not the case. Why not work on the theory that you are
your own creation and creator. At least there will be no external God to battle
with.
Q: This world is so rich and complex -- how
could I create it?
M: Do you know yourself enough to know what you
can do and what you cannot? You do not know your own powers. You never
investigated. Begin with yourself now.
Q: Everybody believes in God.
M: To me you are your own God. But if you think
otherwise, think to the end. If there be God, then all is God's and all is for
the best. Welcome all that comes with a glad and thankful heart. And love all
creatures. This too will take you to your Self.
